it is almost 21 years i've been living.
damn..!! i really can't believe that i will be 21 years old this year.
on the day that i will turn 21 i have some wish to make.
not for anyone else but only for myself.
hope i will make it.
my wish
first.....
i wanna be me.. for some reasons this semester full of trouble. everything that i have done turn out bad. and sometimes it kinda make me change emotionally. i am stress..!! and for some reasons also lately i turn into someone that i also didn't know. and because of that i will find my old self back. it is hard to pretend its all okay but inside i m not. so i will try to find the shin chan in me back. so no hard feeling. heh. (^_^)
second....
i want to forget someone. someone that i have been waiting for two years. gosh..!! i didn't realize that i've been waiting for that long. it is true that love make people blind. so do i. so it is the time to fully forget about him. totally forget because i don't want to hurt anyone else. i make a mistake so i have to learn from it. and i really do hope that i don't make another same stupid mistake. i hope. (@_@)
third.....
my third wish is for someone that love me. for a certain reason this man will make my second wish come true. because of him i guess, i will try harder not to hurt his feeling. i wanna u to trust me. with full of your heart. it also because of him, now i keep smiling to myself. i will promise you that i will never betray you. right now, i am trying to be more faithful. to you and also myself. im not going to hurt you because i know how hurt it can be. so dear, do trust me. (*_*)
peace
